It's just not there. I can't get excited about it. I know we all go thru periods like this, but it's kind of sucking the life out of me. In my mind, I know that if I just make myself get out there I'll feel like 8 million bucks when I'm done. And the weather has been positively glorious this week. I have no (good) excuse aside from flat out laziness. GAH. I'm sick of feeling like this.
Could someone please come kick my ass?
I've been setting my alarm to get up and run at 5:00 am, but I, without fail, reset the alarm for 6:00 am every morning. I go to bed too late, so I'm not in any mood to get my ass out of bed that early. Hell, I'm not ready to get up at 6:00! I need to figure out how to make getting to sleep earlier a habit, and a priority. Part of the problem is that my DH is a night owl, and when he comes to bed he wants to watch TV for a bit. And he watches the most annoying loud shit at bed time. Like Family Guy. Not a quiet show. I don't want to be that giant bitch wife who is like "I know I've been ok with this for 10+ years, but I'm no longer allowing TV in our room." Um, no. It's not fair to ask him to totally change because I have decided to totally change. We need to find a happy medium. Maybe we go to bed and watch TV, but we do it earlier? I'm not sure. Maybe I can convince him to enjoy quiet, boring shows? That seems pretty damn unlikely. :D
I found a core workout for runners that I want to try... I know my core is weak. Not only does it look like a jiggly bouncy house floor, it doesn't even have a good base underneath it! It's all stuff I can do right now, even without being able to put pressure on my wrist. I shall start this bad boy tonight.
Oh, we've been loving the Griddler! I may make breakfast paninis tonight! How fun and tasty is that?