I did finally get a hold of myself, and was uber productive in the sewing arena. I made two blankets for Project Linus, to benefit the people in Joplin, Missouri who lost everything. Fucking tornadoes. I also completed two bags! They came out awesome. In addition, I have started piecing together another, bigger blanket for Project Linus. Hopefully it will be done soon.
I want to talk about GIRL POWER.
A friend of mine posted something on a forum I frequent talking about the "Pussification" of sports, bemoaning the plethora of pink jerseys in football, etc... I totally understood her rant, yet several women on there pointed out that using words like this is demeaning to women. One of them said it so much better than I can:
how about we go with... not using the word vagina or any slang variations of in a manner which is a thinly veiled slam against women. The "pussification" of sports can really only mean the "lessening of" or the "downfall of", suggesting that a "pussy" and the posession of a "pussy" is something less than.
Pink, black, green or nude... that's not the point. The continuous use of language that suggests women are lesser than men, is.
I like to think of myself as a feminist, yet this had never occurred to me... I toss out "Don't be a pussy" to friends, both male and female, without a second thought. It's generally when I'm trying to goad them into doing something! So what I'm saying, in reality, is "Don't be a girl about it" insinuating that girls are not brave, or are weak, or whatever. I'm HORRIFIED that this the case. I also say "Sack up" to someone when I'm telling them to just make it happen, or to get over themselves and do something. I think that is in the same vein... like if they had a sack (junk, nuts, balls!) they would be braver, or more able to accomplish something.
So, OMG, I'm as bad as some of the chauvinistic assholes I hate one! Well, probably not that bad. But I'm pledging to try and remove this language from my vocabulary. It won't be easy, tho. These are things I've grown up saying. Here's a list of the stuff that I need to not only stop saying, but start calling people on:
- Don't be a pussy
- Sack up!
- Does your pussy hurt?
- That's ballsy.
We, as women, still get bombarded with notions that we need protection, or taken care of, that somehow we aren't as strong or brave as the menfolk around us. I don't know if you've seen those ridiculous jewelry commercials (like this one, that makes me want to fucking puke, and boycott Kay Jewelers):
But COME ON!! ::insertbarfysmileyhere:: Are women really enamored by this sort of thing? And if so, how do we stop that bullshit? This is one of many ways our media, society, whatever, are telling us how to be, how to act, what is ok, and what is not. Fuck that noise. I don't need some dude to protect me from a thunderstorm. The roof over my head will do that, thankyouverymuch. There is so much more wrong with jewelry commercials, don't get me started!
I'm going to tie this back into ME. After all, this is a blog about me. :D So dumbass commercials like that, and diet/fitness magazines are all in the business of selling us something. I get that. It's their job. And all they are doing is making money off people who believe the bullshit they are fed. But diet/fitness magazines, diet books, blah blah blah are all telling us how we should look, act, and be.
Oh, you don't look like this 6'1" model dressed in workout clothes? Do this workout and you will.
What, your thighs touch each other? Well, they shouldn't. Go on this diet.
Do you have a bit of a tummy roll? Well clearly you need to hate yourself, so do this workout and don't eat chocolate ever again, and maybe, just maybe you'll be worthy.
Just have some willpower, really.
It never occurred to me that this stuff was affecting me like this until I wiped it out of my life. I threw out every fitness magazine I had. I can feel myself getting sucked into it when I'm standing in line at the store and Shape, Fitness, Women's Health, etc are blaring at me to "Lose weight fast!" or trying to sell me the latest and greatest (not really, everything you read in those is pretty much recycled information cloaked in pretty colors and spiffy pictures of models being thin & happy) diet/exercise tips. But the lack of noise in my brain since getting that crap out of my life is amazing. It's one thing to read about a workout, to be inspired, to get new ideas, etc... it's another when all the articles around it are about diets, or even worse, ads about diets, diet books, or DIET PILLS. I've pared down my blog reading to sites that are devoted to real information, not gimmick or hype or diets of any sort.
Women of the world, embrace yourself, just as you are. RIGHT THIS SECOND. Not how you'll be in two months after you do X to "fix" whatever part you don't like. Now how you wish you were. But love yourself for the strong, smart, gorgeous person you are now.